9:33 am
Mon August 23, 2004

Gatsby

To call it a story of lost love is as deceptive as calling the Mona Lisa a painting of a girl.

Wilmington NC – [CLick the Listen button to hear Nicki's commentary.]

The way I choose the books I read is sometimes serendipitous?a swirl of little coincidental events that will nudge at my brain until I finally clue in to the fact that Universe is trying to tell me something. For example, when a discussion with a customer about great movies led around to The Great Gatsby, I hardly thought anything of it, except to say ?I?ll never forget that billboard with the eyes?.

A week later, I happened to come across a fascinating chapter in the book ?Reading Lolita in Tehran? where a class of university students in the Islamic Republic of Iran put The Great Gatsby on trial for immorality. Neither the prosecution nor the defense was able to claim a victory. I sat up a little bit and wondered when exactly was the last time I had read the book. It must have been high school, under that nasty English teacher I had who was into to the Freudian interpretation of everything. Ick.

Then, a few days later, I discovered that Hunter S. Thompson of all people was obsessed with The Great Gatsby?that he would rewrite it over and over so he could ?teach my neurological system how it felt to write that kind of prose." That did it. I needed to find out how a story could evoke such strong feelings in both veiled Iranian women and America?s leading prophet of the psychedelic experience.

I had only the vaguest recollections of the book from high school, just a fuzzy impression of the story, and the sense that Daisy, the girl, wasn?t worth all the bother.

Boy was I wrong. For those of you who, like me, can barely remember the story, the Great Gatsby is about a mysterious young man with a dark past, who loves a woman married to somebody else. Tragedy is inevitable. Reading The Great Gatsby was like listening to Mozart. It was elegant, dazzling, and intense. To say it is a story of lost love is as deceptive as calling the Mona Lisa a painting of a girl.

To begin with, there is not a wasted word in the entire book:

?The only completely stationary object in the room was an enormous couch on which two young women were buoyed up as though upon an anchored balloon. They were both in white and their dresses were rippling and fluttering as if they had just been blown back in after a short flight around the house. I must have stood for a few moments listening to the whip and snap of the curtains and the groan of a picture on the wall. Then there was a boom as Tom Buchanan shut the read windows and the caught wind died out about the room and the curtains and the rugs and the two young women ballooned slowly to the floor.?

Usually only poetry is so devastatingly precise.

It is, also, a truly beautiful story, a story about a man reaching out for a dream, only to see it slip like smoke through his fingers. Gatsby is often called ?the great American novel? but there is something universally familiar in the scene where we see him staring off across the water at the far away green light that he knows belongs to Daisy?s dock. I found myself almost angry that I had waited twenty years to re read it.

I also think maybe I needed that twenty years to appreciate it. Most kids read Gatsby in high school, when their dreams are still ahead and the future is still bright. Perhaps it is only when we are standing amidst the wreckage of our failed dreams that we can see the beauty in Gatsby?s story.

All I know, is that after I finished it, I reread it again. And again. And it is the only book I have ever read, in a long, long history of reading, that I have ever wanted to call ?perfect?.